Sunday, June 21, 2009

Sometimes You Learn

I have come to realize that things can be shown to you in a lot of different ways, things that have been on my mind lately. Sometimes I bottle up the way I am feeling, I do this thinking that I will soon get over them...usually taking longer than I expect. I was starting to be mad at myself for not being a good person and thinking like a good person should. I feel like I let dissapointment and discouragement get the best of me. This last week, however, something was shown to me...in a way I never thought it would be. I hope now that I can move on, I hope that I can move past old thoughts of dissapointment and discouragement and become stronger and more confident. I can do this, because I will have help. On my journey of moving on, I am sure I will be bumped off track a few times. I am blessed with good family and friends that will listen to my downer moments and then will tell me to move on and get over it. My thoughts will guide me with help from above and will show me how to be a better person.

Best of all I will have my husband. He will be understanding, encouraging, and will push me to be stronger, because of his strength and confidence.

It will be a journey, one that I am not sure when it will end but it will end. Wish me luck.